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Saturday
Well today was a really shytty day it was absolute hell ........I didnt get to talk to my baby till 7 pm tonight .....Thank god i had Karen tot alkt o today cuz omg i sware shes the one who kept me sane till he called it was ughhhhhhh i hope the rest of the days go faster i really do n that they are way better i wrote a poem for my baby tonight.......n baby i miss u n love u oh so much id otn think u will ever know......

without you here
it feels like my worst fear
i feel like i am going crazy
to feel your soft lips
to fell you amazing touch
to see the eyes of the one i love so much
you make me complete
without you i'd be nothing
i love you more then
i ahve ever loved any man before
you saved me fromt he hell
i was drowning in
and made me able
to love again.......


i love u so muxh seth i want to spend the rest ofmy life with u and i am sure 2 times infinity baby ur the best thing that has come into my life next to my kids of course we click so well and we are great togeher and for each other i love u baby